So What!

I just recently took a closer look at my website.  Apparently things are getting to be complicated, if not intriguing, nowadays!  Especially noting that after a year and some four months ago, the actual duration of this blog site since it started, when you look at the left uppermost box or window, that Recommendation Box or Slot, to be précised, it has finally now appeared “No One” has ever recommended this site, my website or our website, whatsoever at all!  Well, who cares for that!  I definitely do not care about it at all!  In fact I’m not advertising even urging anyone to read my blogs. 

They’re totally nothing but scraps or craps not even worthy of giving a slight or totally unmindful glimpse, so to speak!  So, I really don’t care if it tanks down to the lowest level of nothingness, or ZERO LEVEL OF READERS to be very specific at that!  So surely I’m not even imploring the aid of my friends in Facebook or relatives and direct honest acquaintances to read those blogs.  Because in the first place what would they get out from reading crappy blogs?  Nothing of course, but craps!  So obviously tweeting or recommending them to their friends is surely a matter of extreme rarity and would never happen in the actual entire existence of this poor blog site. 

So who cares about it?  Besides, what truly is notorious about Filipino blog readers I found out and discovered lately, they are plain lazy to comment.  What’s more on recommending, even if you have the necessary buttons and applications needed to implement a touch on function, like Facebook, no can do!  They’re all lazy to do that simple things, especially the older and sensible readers, purely because they don’t want to be noted having a thing to do with a lousy blog by an equally lousy if not unknown stupid blogger like me.  But granting I’m a good blogger and my blogs are awesome and stupendous to put everyone off their guards excited over every line I wrote that would not do, too!  Because they’re all excited only about seeing their faces and the braggadocio of photos they uploaded there be it ugly or fugly, and reading the seemingly ludicrous words and lines, sometimes stupid, they do so craftily and freely wielded at Facebook.    

What’s more these people are definitely hooked into some kind of mania or addiction to Facebook no amount of rehabs like shifting their interest on other things like reading a crappy blog which surely is tantamount to nothing but plain drudgery and bigotry for them. 

This refers to the younger genre and some self-serving oldsters who are at most times unmindful of things around not even caring about having any tact in their mind while doing so.  Not to mention of course the uploading of videos and other widgets they haul from YouTube, where else!, and felt proud they have done some fabulous feats or ventures posting them all down to Facebook enough to thumbs down, maybe they think, even an A-1 List blogger (I’m not it, mind you)!  So if I think putting up those needed apps in my website is necessary to enhance traffic in my blogs, like Facebook, I’m so sorry for that!  Nothing could equal or even compare Facebook in its magnetism and/or minutest detail of glory and splendor, I tell you, except perhaps YouTube.  So it really is not necessary.  But I do praise Facebook being a prime interactive media forum where people meet and get to know each other and gravitate from there, young and old alike credible, sensible or not.  

But noting some consequences that transpired sometimes, a few of my honest readers were tweeting some of my blogs at Facebook.  But surely for now not a soul is doing it anymore.  Perhaps they got so suddenly tired up and fed up reading crappy blogs and had since then stopped bothering to read and tweet at all.  It seemed I had entirely lost them all.  Well, again who cares for that?  My blogs are not intended to be read by the world or even by my few friends in Facebook now.  It’s just a personal blog intended to be read by me now.  Me and by me alone!  I still get my kicks reading my English no matter how crooked, clumsy, broken and poor it is. 

Even my wife is not actually interested reading it!  So what’s more with other people!  But I have no qualms for it.  I know for a fact that we all have our own idiosyncrasies and ideals in life and surely we vary from every aspects of it.  If at all I want to be included in a world class entity, I would have practiced writing joining those local literary contests and see how far it would get me going.  And perhaps earned myself some points or arbitrary facts to be known or hated for.  But so far I didn’t and wouldn’t because of the simple reason that I don’t want to compete with other people.  For some or the common notion that competition is healthful and encouraging, for me that’s absurd!  Almost every man’s feeling is virile and sensitive.   Maybe those people engaging in such competitions are just plain adventurous and impulsive, if not showy or stupid!

It takes a lot of courage and determination and the needed grace to accept Losses sometimes, but what if your egos punctured and battered to the hilt!  You’ll definitely turn out a whimsy desperate old fool utterly looking for some rope to hang yourself!  I want to prevent that happening to me.  So it’s absolutely right perhaps to just go on with what’s happening now and don’t even bother to think about what’s going to happen tomorrow or the next.  Things do come in ways they are intended to be and although we all have that innate desire to have it always as good as it should be, there are times when the sullen realities are not.  But even how grave and sullen the reality is we have to compromise and accept it because that must have been the actual thing you are tested or conjured up to tackle.

So what! I now must be undergoing some episodes in my life where I am required to fix and lay a definite stand.  Or maybe just move a little or around and evade the gravitational pull or push that seemed happening right now.  Well, for this I think I am now in a position to relate that with or without it, I mean that Recommendation thing, all for me is perfectly well and doesn’t bother me a bit at all.  In fact, if this is a domain of my own I would have resettled and deleted that Recommendation Box here and junk it to my Recycle Bin.  I don’t need it.

Now what seems so perfectly timed and about is my dream catcher.  I was finally able to finish and assemble one for my own use.  And having tried and used it, quite surprisingly the dreams I’ve gone through jived with what’s going on right now.  Lately, I’ve dreamt seeing both of my dead parents.  And they’re in concert in insinuating that I ought to be sensible in everything I do, particularly my blogging.  Quite impeccably and very clearly they told me in my dreams, twice actually, that I ought to lay low with it to prevent pressuring myself and had given me other ideas to direct my effort and attentions.  It won’t make any difference now if I say it’s a definitely NO, NO, NO more for blogging!

Parents wherever they are always after their offspring’s’ righteousness and goodness.  And despite only in dreams I surely felt and appreciated their still deep concern for me.  And like a good boy and son to them, though I doubt if this ever would make a man out of me, I intend to follow their intuitions.

But if things could be worked out to have that Recommendation Box removed from there and replaced instead by some comment box or slots, I might change my mind and would go again but on a new and different setting.   I will go totally private to substantiate that I don’t really need recommendations.   But of course when requests are insistent on some of my blogs to go public, I could if I would. Otherwise…….

I say now GOODBYE TO THE BLOGGING WORLD!  THANK YOU SO MUCH!

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18-08-11